Simple Plan

Hey, Dad, look at me
Think back, and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I want to do?
But it hurts when you disapproved all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proudI
'm never gonna be good enough for
You can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
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I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend
I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
...
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
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Nah, I'm not talking about the band. Do you really think I have any emotions in me that would relate to those lyrics? I am perfect so that one song doesn't even make any sense to me and I can't relate at all. I guess the last couple of lines could make sense since no one else is as perfect as I am.
I moved some more stuff into the new apartment today. It's the little things that are really troublesome because most of them are irregular shapes and take more trips to the car to pack. The key to making moving easier is to take the least amount of trips to the car so packing efficiency is crucial. Without boxes or rubber containers, I despised each and every trip to the car (like 20 trips). I dislike moving as much as Jerry Seinfeld dislikes Newman!
After packing and unpacking a carload worth of stuff, I was dead-drop tired when I arrived back at my old apartment. When I entered the apartment, it looked like I moved nothing out of it... I'm here for the next two days or so. So, this made me realize that I have stuff I can live without! While I may have only a percentage of stuff compared to the majority of other people, I feel like I can slim down still. I just need the essentials, clothes, hygiene items, and my laptop! Maybe I'll keep some other things too... But I'm ready to do some Fall Cleaning!